Princess Diary

im back again!

2005-09-30T04:04:00.000+08:00

Omg. It seems to be quite a LONG time since the last time I blogged. Haha.

I HAV FINISHED PHARMACY SEM 4! Hurray!!! Went mid valley TWICE per day. Watched THE MYTH and FLIGHT PLAN. They were nice I guess… at least for me.;)

I think I hav worked hard enough for this sem (I like knowing n learning things but hate memorizing things. Pharmacy course needs a lot of memorizing skills thus my results r still so ‘unsafe’… hehe) … but at least I hav done my best for my situations of disease (anaemia) and illness (perhaps emotional dependency… juz kidding). I juz wan to pass to be a pharmacist tat can contribute something to the society or public as well as help the vulnerable groups (I like elderly) but sometimes if I noe tat I can take something for granted I’ll be greedy or wish for something more. I HATE such attitude. I hope I can change it but it’s more like something tat exists in human beings tat I can’t change.

Im having emotion mixtures at tis moment tat I wish to record down or remember in heart forever. Im happy for something… sad for something… missing something… finding out something… they seems like lots of secrets. Haha. Actually they r not. Juz too lazy to tell others or I should say tat they are something tat is unnecessary to tell people.

I think it’s enough for tonite as my dark circles are getting darker. To be continued…

doramon

2005-08-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

i went to watch 7 SWORDS preview last thursday wif my ex classmates. oh my god! i kept waiting the movie to end. coz leon lai n gang fighting too much. very boring. somemore it was so cold in the cinema. haha... but i did hav fun watching gim n meng 'fighting' wif each other. oh ya... lian n elyne went to 1 U wif us too but they watched another movie. we came back vista at 3 pm. i was very tired. only slept for 4 hours tat night. but i know lian n elyne din sleep much. bout 1/2 only.

my junior asked me to go redbox and wanted me to know tat real life n memory r different. ya. i should go there someday when im ready. sing until cry. cry until i can let go everything...

so far im still happy. i really think tat simple life can make people happy. i complain less bout everything n everyone. so im much happier compared to last time. i do isolate myself a lot. maybe it's good for me to study. i wanna study well. not for results but contributing to the society in the future. perhaps invent drugs tat can alleviate pain for people wif a broken heart. haha...

...

2005-07-26T10:16:00.000+08:00

yesterday was purple's birthday. sang bd song at 12. guess she was so supprised n gan3 dong4. went endah parade to celebrate her bd in kfc. bot her a cho cake too. everyone was happy. especially me. haha. felt so excited though it wasn't my bd. juz felt tat i was part of it...

im happy. im happy. n still... im happy. i oso dun noe y. guess i hav found a way to make myself happy. ie. lov everyone beside me. i don't feel any stress when i hope n wish everyone beside me will do better than me in the exam. i study when i feel i wanna do so. i rest when im tired. juz follow the flow. life is not only meant to studies. there r still a lot precious things in the world...

so happy tat one of my friends might be involved in lov soon. hehe... really wish her the best. ;P

my diary today...

2005-07-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

went to mid valley just now wif elyne, lian n nes. watched 'the island' wif nes. not bad though it's a bit scary as nes blocked her ears in the cinema. haha. feel like wanna laugh at her. i like the movie.;p

think everything is allrite now. i hav found something from the movie... simple life (as cloned people's lives) can make me happy.=) i wanna lov my family, my friends, myself as well as everyone beside me. gonna treat people like the way i wan them to treat me but won't aspect anything from them. the more i help people the more people can make things easier n the more i think myself is valuable n also the more i feel proud of myself tat im generous. trust my parents n my friends sincerely. then i can be happier.;p

i'll stop complaining everything n everyone n stop wondering y. as wat elyne said they hav their own rite (or i should call it natural pathway) to be watever they wanna be. satisfy everything tat i hav now.

time to rest... hehe... just bot myself a jiao3 lian4 with a bell. so everyone can find me wherever they hear the bell.

my heart is warm n happy again at tis moment. i believe it'll last as long as possible. good nite to the whole world. lov u (for whoever reading tis)...

exam

2005-07-18T08:31:00.000+08:00

cvs interpretation exam next week!!!

停的時候，是為了欣賞人生

2005-07-04T10:15:00.000+08:00

你有多久沒有好好的看看自己的周遭了？
朋友換了髮型？穿著風格變了？
夜空中出現了星光？
今天的風味道很香？
願大家好好珍惜自己身邊的一切一切
別讓看似平凡中的幸福轉眼溜走
我們不必把每天的時間，安排的緊緊的，總要留下一點空間，來欣賞一下四周的好風景。
如何做一做自己的主人，這才是重要的事。
我們想走的時候就走，想停的時候就停，隨心所欲的去發現樂趣，和值得珍惜的東西。
既然有機會來到這多采多姿的世界裡，就應該像一個旅行家，不只要爬山涉水，走完我們的旅程，更要懂得欣賞、留連。
走的時候，是為了到另一個境界，停的時候，是為了欣賞人生。

爆多ㄉ....測驗準

2005-07-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

FAT! FAT! FAT!

2005-07-04T09:53:00.000+08:00

im getting fatter n fatter nowadays. guess i ate too much... durian, pizza,... haha... plan to cut down the amount of food tat i eat but i hav anemia... don't know how. =( i eat normal meals but it can only maintain my weight. perhaps do exercise? hm... so many projects to do... but i do often do sit-up. but still... argh! how???

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2005-06-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

Quite happy tat there r still many people who concern about my lov life. Haha. Wat if I clarify everything here? Guess everyone must be very happy right… still single here. Won’t think about relationship too soon. Guess it’s still so far for me. I admit tat I wish to hav one but don’t think i really need it now. Im happy wif wat I hav now. N sometimes still recall the pain. Not too sure y it is. Can’t differentiate wat is right or wrong anymore (just like the tiny border line between complementary n alternative medicine. Haha). Perhaps getting away from it temporary is the best way to make myself happy. It’s very hard for me to fall in lov. But once I hav fallen in it, I’ll lov people wif my true heart. Sorry if I hav hurted someone. Coz I don’t think I hav enough lov n patience for it now. Just don’t wanna make anything worse..

More n more relationship gossips now. So sad to hear about those gals who play people’s hearts. However, as wat I said just now, im not sure whether tis is rite or wrong again. Maybe tis is my weakness – taking things too hard every time. Maybe they r rite…

Guess I hav changed a lot. I hav become very hardworking in tis sem. Pay much attention in every class (try very hard to do so. Listen 60 – 80% of the each lecture compared to only 20% during previous sems). Seldom go out for fun already. No shopping, so no new clothes, shoes,… etc. But I still care about my look so much. Must spend at least 2 hours in front of the mirror per day (unchangeable habit). Hm… I think I quite like all the subjects for sem 4. Find it quite interesting. Maybe tat’s y I can really study now. I study not totally for exams but to gain my knowledge. I like to learn those conventional n complementary medicines (anything about health) so much since last time. So I like sem 4 very much even though can go out to play so often already. Won’t think of how my results will be. Just make studying as my habit.

Of coz sometimes we hav to giv up something in our life. Think I hav got some friendship problems. Maybe I hav isolated myself to study most of the time. N I also don’t talk much in class now. Maybe I hav given stress to others. So sometimes must hav neglected friends aroung me. Actually I also don’t know how to solve it. Hav tot of tis question for the one whole nite. Perhaps group studying? But don’t think it works…

Sometimes im quite tired in dealing tis kind of problems in. But to conquer fear, i must become fear. Haha. I can’t be scared to weather all the storms in my life. I wanna find out the answers of my life. Tis is the only energy tat makes me walk forward. I hav no aim for life now. Just work hard ( of coz sometimes I rest too). Maybe I should follow the cognitive dissonance theory tat being in a state of high dissonance/ low justification activated my ‘unconscious regulating mechanisms’ which reduces my worries…

Personality Tests

2005-06-22T13:19:00.000+08:00

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2005-06-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

so happy tat i don't hav to go to eng class. haha. wonder if the teacher marked my paper properly or not. watever...

hep project starts already. so i hav more things to do now.

my landlady gets lung infection. in hospital now. shall visit her after class. hope she can get well soon...

sometimes im so sick to stay alone at nite. wish 2 find ai lian but she is so far away from me now after she moves to another block. however, maybe tis is a good time for me to study. hope tat everything will be fine in tis sem...

hear about some relationship gossips in class. wonder y the relationships in these days r so complicated. maybe i should stay away from it forever. really long time never feel the taste of lov already. too far for me...

im happy wif wat i hav now. but i must accept tat life is changing...

NEW PHOTOS IN FRIENDSTER!!!

2005-06-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

nice new photos. check it out!!!

in class just now

2005-06-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

couldn't really concentrate in wong pei se's class just now. thinking of going pasar malam n mid valley tomorrow or not...

about jogging...

2005-06-09T12:55:00.000+08:00

went to the bukit jalil park for jogging last evening. got chased by a goose. so scary. haha...

english replacement test

2005-06-08T11:20:00.000+08:00

think gonna fail my eng replacement test as i din really finish to write the essay.only wrote 2 pros n 2 cons n left the last 2 minutes for writting the conclusion.guess i gonna go for the english class every wednesday at 8.30 in the EARLY morning.haha.it's good also as i can improve my english.

怎樣忘記他

2005-06-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

失戀後，我們總愛問：「我怎樣可以忘記他？我很想忘記他，但我就是沒法忘記他。」如果沒法忘記他，就不要忘記好了。為甚麼要那麼痛苦地去忘記一個人？時間自然會讓你忘記他。現在，我請你千萬別想著一頭粉紅色的大笨象。請問，你想到的是甚麼？你立刻就想到一頭粉紅色的大笨象了。你愈努力想去忘記，你愈是無法忘記。仍然愛著他，忘不了他，是理所當然的事，不必覺得慚愧。有些人明明忘不了，卻自欺欺人說：「我已經忘了他。」然而，只要別人一提起他，他就無法控制自己。有一天，你會忘記他的。真正的忘記，是不需要努力的。有一天，你從浴室洗了一個澡出來，扭開唱機聽聽自己喜歡的音樂，你忽爾想起，你曾經愛過一個人，啊，原來你愛過這個人，那彷彿是很遙遠的事，你已經一點感覺也沒有了。這就是忘記。有一天，別人提起某某，你才猛然想起，你曾經愛過這個人，現在已經不記得了。這就是忘記。如果時間不可以令你忘記那些不該記住的人，我們失去的歲月又有甚麼意義？

wat is yr suitable hairstyle?

2005-05-31T01:05:00.000+08:00

try tis to find it out!

a terrible shock

2005-05-31T00:37:00.000+08:00

watched THE EYE 10 last nite. so a bit gila today. must check around everytime. make sure everywher must be 'clean' before wanna do anything.

something funny happened just now. i checked everywher as usual before wanna go into my room. when i opened the door, dad was just right in front of me, preparing to open the door at the other side. i was shocked. screamed. mom was woken up by my loud scream too. haha.

心，在城市中迷了路

2005-05-31T00:34:00.000+08:00

心，在城市中迷了路
找不到出口
一再錯過你的身影
如果受傷的痕跡向渲染般的流經這城市的每一角落
某一天
漫步在街上的你
會不會突然感覺到傷悲……

失望，也是一種幸福。

2005-05-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

等待，有時候，並不是為了要等到那個人出現。
失望，有時候也是一種幸福，因為有所期待，
所以才會失望，因為有愛，才會有期待，
所以縱使失望，也是一種幸福，
雖然這種幸福有點痛。

sick

2005-05-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

im sick. fever, sore throat n cough. normal hot weather symptoms. hehe... weather here is kinda hot. suddenly recall the spm english literature story LOOKING FOR THE RAIN GOD. who wanna be the 2 little gals? pls tell me. haha.

這，是一面鏡子，勇敢面對，勇敢放棄，勇敢重新開始。

2005-05-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

i like tis passage...

當他不愛你的時候，無論過去他是否愛過後來卻忘了，又或者是否是從未愛過。當你無法成爲他心裏的那個人的時候，他的心便不會記得你。雖然他知道你深愛他，但他寧可選擇裝作是不知道。

當他不愛你的時候，請不要在你不開心，或者是遇到麻煩而彷徨的時候去打攪他。他那兒絕對不是你此刻應該的去處。也許他會在接到你的電話的時候，淡淡地安慰你幾句，卻也僅此而已。當他不愛你的時候，你的愛，你的人，就會顯得廉價許多。你占了下風，這是人的本性。

當他不愛你的時候，請不要與他講你的瑣事，也許此刻，你不過是希望讓彼此更熟悉一些。只是，他卻無暇更是沒有興趣去瞭解你，沒有愛，於是你注定擠不進他的生命。即使，你要的哪怕只是一個很小很小的角落。

當他不愛你的時候，請不要在他的面前流眼淚，不要在生病的時候告訴他他無法給予你照顧和關心。至多是同情一下，而，請驕傲的你，不要放棄本來屬於你的驕傲

雖然太多的人，在愛的面前丟失了太多。連站起來的勇氣都沒有。何來驕傲？只是，要記得，只有愛自己的人，才可以真正的去疼惜你。而不是，旁觀的同情，憐憫

當他不愛你的時候，你的愛便是他的負擔。請不要去計算自己的付出，不要希望有什麽回報。愛著不愛自己的人，本身便是沒有回報的。不要計較對與錯。這樣會快樂些。

要記住，你與他之間的愛，是單方面的，你用心，他無心。所以，也不要怪他。因爲也許他也想做好一些。對你不要那樣的冷漠。只是，愛一個人，對一個人好。本來就是一種本能。對不起，他沒有這樣的本能。

當他不愛你的時候，請不要失去自己的自信。因爲愛一個人，並非他的優秀，而只是一種感覺。他讓你有這樣的感覺，於是你愛他。同樣，他不愛你，也並非你不優秀。優秀，不是愛的理由。看看還有那麽多愛自己的人，淡淡地微笑一下，也是異樣甜美的。

當他不愛你的時候，也一定要祝福他。有了愛，便不該有恨。愛是美好的。恨卻醜陋。何必讓生命中最美好的東西化作醜惡呢？也不要覺得不公平。關於離去。他失去的是一個愛他的人，而你失去了一個不愛你的人，卻得到了一個重新生活，重新去愛的機會。

請不要去想到“永遠”。愛沒有永遠。你此刻深愛，卻注定遙遠的某一天也不再愛他。他只是比你早一步到達了這一天。當他不愛你的時候，請輕輕擁抱一下回憶裏的溫暖，輕柔地凝視凋謝的溫柔。

當他不再愛你的時候。。。親愛的，請你深深呼吸，一生的路上，鋪滿了愛的花蕾，總有那麽一朵屬於你，不是安慰你，而是，這是生生世世早已經注定的。相信我，也相信你自己。。。。。。

徐志摩

2005-05-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

i like his poems. ;-)

click 徐志摩诗集.

something about friendship...

2005-05-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

found tis from mail. wanna share it wif everyone...

我終於了解

我終於了解－
我與最好的朋友
可以做任何事，
或不做任何事，
而一樣享受了最棒的時光。

我終於了解－
有時你以為會在你失意時踹你一腳的人，
其實卻正是那個將幫助你重新站起來的人。

我終於了解－
有時候我憤怒，
因我有權利憤怒。
但這並不表示
我有權利殘忍。

我終於了解－　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
真實的友誼會持續增長，　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
即或遠隔千里。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
真實的愛亦然。

我終於了解－　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
有些人不照著你所期望的方式來愛你，　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
並不表示他們沒有盡他們的一切來愛你。

我終於了解－
所謂成熟，比較和你擁有何種經歷，　　　　　　　　　　　　
以及你從其中學到何事有關，　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
而比較和你究竟歡度了多少個生日無關。

我終於了解－　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
你絕不可以對一個孩子說，　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
他的夢想是不可能的，或是奇怪的。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
再沒有什麼比此更羞辱人的。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
而且，如果他們相信了你，　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
更將是何等的悲劇呢！　　　　　　

我終於了解－　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
你的家人不會永遠幫著你。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
也許看來可笑，但那些與你無關的人　　　　　　　　　　　　
卻會關懷你，愛你，教你重新信任人。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
家庭不是一種肉身的關係。　　　　　

我終於了解－　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
不論一個朋友多好，　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
總有一些時候他還是會傷到你，　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
而你總得為此原諒他。　

我終於了解－　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
被人原諒不一定足夠，　　　　　　　　　　　　　
有時你也得學習原諒自己。　　　　

sem 4 new aim

2005-05-21T19:21:00.000+08:00

hav started reading downloaded module notes these few days. kinda hardworking now. haha. but still enjoying my holiday. only cut down time for tv n movies (watched a lot during last 2 weeks). yeah. everyone keeps telling me tat they wanna study hard for next sem. good. as wat my mentor told me, sem 4 is the hardest one among those 5 in imu. the honors r not really important for me. wat i need is only the pharmacy cert. tis is my new aim of life. shall put more effort n spend more time in studies. won't care much about the results. only wanna avoid the pressure felt during the exams if don't study hard throughout the sem. also make studying as my new hobby to be engaged in for pleasure and relaxation during spare time. haha. gila. actually i had spent a lot of time in studies too in sem 3 (also played a lot. hehe). but wat i studied din really go into my mind as i din pay much attention. only stared at the books but thinking of something else. in addition, im not really smart. needa put lots of hard work if wanna get good results. shall try my best but of coz not like how i studied in chung hua last time (really studied very hard) as we had to prepare about 15 subjects per exam. gila!

老鼠爱大米

2005-05-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

how come tis song is so popular recently?

我听见你的声音老鼠爱大米有种特别的感觉让我不断想　不敢再忘记你我记得有一个人永远留在我心中哪怕只能够这样的想你如果真的有一天.... 爱情理想会实现..... 我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变....... 不管路有多么远..... 一定会让他实现..... 我会轻轻在你耳边对你说....对你说...... 我爱你...爱着你.....就向老鼠爱大米.... 不管有多少风雨。我都会依然陪着你。。多想你.....想着你。。不管有多么的苦只要能让你开心....我什么都愿意......这样爱你...... 我听见你的声音有种特别的感觉让我不断想　不敢再忘记你我记得有一个人永远留在我心中哪怕只能够这样的想你如果真的有一天.... 爱情理想会实现..... 我会加倍努力好好对你永远不改变....... 不管路有多么远..... 一定会让他实现..... 我会轻轻在你耳边对你说....对你说...... 我爱你...爱着你.....就向老鼠爱大米.... 不管有多少风雨。我都会依然陪着你。。多想你.....想着你。。不管有多么的苦只要能让你开心....我什么都愿意......这样爱你...... 我爱你...爱着你.....就向老鼠爱大米.... 不管有多少风雨。我都会依然陪着你。。多想你.....想着你。。不管有多么的苦只要能让你开心....我什么都愿意......这样爱你...... 我爱你...爱着你.....就向老鼠爱大米.... 不管有多少风雨。我都会%u4F

不知写给谁的...

2005-05-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

还记得
去年的这个时候,
我们是怎样相遇的吗?
好想念
你的歌声哦!
也许
我只不过
是你人生当中的一个过客罢了.
就算给不到我爱,
也请你给我少许的思念吧!
祝你比赛成功!

losing weight

2005-05-16T19:21:00.000+08:00

my friends told me tat i hav lost weight when they saw me just now (we went to imu to take our results. so happy to see them). haha. so happy. actually just eat normal meals n fruits but without sugar n less oil. do aerobic or anaerobic exercise sometimes (but getting lazier now. haha). drink green tea too (not sure it can reduce weight or not. but don't care. just as antioxidant. haha). but start missing pizza, cake, etc already. haha. hope tat i won't giv up until school starts. yeah... hav found tis website 3-day-diet-plan. don't know it works or not. just tell me the result if u try. thanks. =)

passed! passed! passed!

2005-05-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

congrats to myself. hav passed all the papers for the end of sem 3 exam. these r my results:

foun pharm 64
pharmaco 51
microbio 64
physical 55
biopharm 66

a bit low but still very happy coz only aim to pass. haha. guess gonna be more hardworking for next sem coz a few seniors failed before. friends... pls remind me to study hard if u see me being lazy. haha.

congrats to everyone tat has passed the exam too.

online flowers...

2005-05-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

my didi has handpicked and arranged some flowers for me. too bad i can't open it no matter how. :'(. don't know wat's wrong. but very happy. really appreciate wat he has done. thanks...

hello kitty fans!

2005-05-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

just found out im not the only adult who is using hello kitty things. read from today sin chew newspaper tat jolin, cameron diaz n paris hilton like to wear hello kitty accessories too. haha. so happy!

doughnuts r good for guys!

2005-05-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

hey. hav read something interesting from a magazine in the dentist clinic... doughnut is actually good for penis. it causes dilation of the arteries of the penis. haha. guys! wat r u wating for? GO GET A DOUGHNUT NOW!!!

a terrible journey

2005-05-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

went to seremban again today. grandma had an appointment wif her dentist. we had changed 3 buses on the way to seremban as the first 2 were TOO OLD! haha. can u imagine how bad were they? in addition, the bus driver used the pajam mantin small road from nilai to seremban instead of the highway tat every bus driver usually uses. WALAO! think he wanted to save the toll. haha. but using tat road, we passed by both my secondary schools. i recalled lots of things tat happened last time. ;p

saw disney princess bed sheet in terminal 1... pink colour... 4 princesses: belle, aurora, snow white, ... (can't remember the last one). so nice! wanted to buy. called my mom. but she din allow me to buy. said im too childish. argh!!! hahaha. nvm.

a dentist visit

2005-05-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

not me! but my grandma. hehe. i only accompanied her coz she wanted to plant her teeth. 3 of us (plus my grandfather) went to seremban by taking an old non-aircon bus today. haha. it's really a fun experience as i din take tis kind of bus for ages already. remember the last time having it was going to seremban to watch a james bond movie (forget which one already. just remember pierce brosnan. too long ago already n also forget when was it. yeah... tat time my bro was joining us too). had our lunch in terminal 1. tried the mcd new foldover. not bad! hehe.

i always hav fun spending time wif old people n lov going to market in the morning wif grandma or mum. like the atmosphere there... seeing those anties, vege, meat, fruit, etc can make me feel happy. m i being old already?

something about religion

2005-05-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

deleted somebody's name from my msn contact list coz he kept asking me to join his religion. actually im neither really a buddhist nor a free thinker. i always go diff temples to pray. when pass by the hindu temples shall also use my hands to BAI BAI. sometimes i read my landlady's bible too. so wat m i? hehe. actually i believe tat every religion is helping us to be good, be peaceful. but i just don't like tat fellow to... kinda force me to join his religion. i respect every religion n i also hope tat he'll respect my choice. i believe his god is kind n won't force people to be his prayers. people will go for the real n good god willingly without being forced.

happy mother's day!

2005-05-08T14:12:00.000+08:00

happy mother's day to all mothers. just wanna share tis wif everyone...

隨著自己愈長大看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴
頭髮從烏絲變白髮動作從迅捷變緩慢多心疼
父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們
像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己照亮孩子
而我呢
有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母
或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時才會想起他們
其實父母親要的真的不多
哪怕只是一句隨意的問候"爸、媽，你們今天好嗎?"
隨意買的宵夜煮一頓再普通不過的晚餐
睡前幫他們蓋蓋被子天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套
都能讓他們高興溫馨很久
有時我常在想
我希望我的子女以後如何對我
那現在我有沒有如此對待我的父母
我相信人是環環相扣的
現在你如何對待你的父母
以後你的子女就如何待你
朋友人世間最難報的就是父母恩
願我們都能以反哺之心奉敬父母
以感恩之心孝順父母 ~ 共勉之~

batman begins

2005-05-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

batman begins

Christopher Nolan's Batman Begins explores the origins of the Batman legend and the Dark Knight's emergence as a force for good in Gotham. In the wake of his parents' murder, disillusioned industrial heir Bruce Wayne (Christian Bale) travels the world seeking the means to fight injustice and turn fear against those who prey on the fearful.
He returns to Gotham and unveils his alter-ego: Batman, a masked crusader who uses his strength, intellect and an array of high tech deceptions to fight the sinister forces that threaten the city.

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gonna watch it. will be released on 16/6. hey friends... anyone interested? hehe.

How to Be Happy!

2005-05-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

Don't ever stop dreaming your dreams; they're a very essential part of you.

Do whatever you can to make them a reality by the course you take,the plans you make,and all the things you do.

Don't dwell on past mistakes; leave yesterday behind you --- along with any of its problems, worries, and doubts.

Do realize you can't change the past,but just ahead is the future --- and you can do something about that.

Don't try to accomplish everything at once; life can be difficult enough ---without adding frustration to the list.

Do travel one step at a time, and reach for one goal at a time. That's the way to find out what real accomplishment is.

Don't be afraid to do the impossible,even if others don't think you'll succeed.

Do remember that history is filled with incredible accomplishments of those who were foolish enough ..... to believe.

Don't forget that there are so many things that are wonderful, rare,and unique about you.And do remember that if you can search within and find a smile ..... that smile will always be a reflection of the way people feel ..... about YOU!

lion king 2

2005-05-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

lion king 2

watched it today. here's the synopsis of lion king 2...

Simba has a daughter and he's teaching her the ways of a true king. Timon and Pumbaa are sent to watch over Kiara. But when she meets another young lion, she gets into trouble because she isn't allowed to talk to his people. The other lion is from a rejected family of lions. Rejected lions banned from the pride-lands, Scar's people, give Simba and Kiara another wild adventure. Will they settle their differences, or will Kiara help create peace between the two?

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good news!

2005-05-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

lian is going to move to elyne's place. hooray! so there r only 2 houses for us in block B now. no need to go so many places for gathering. hahaha...

kitaro

2005-05-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

kitaro

start loving tis man n his songs. hehe. wanna know more about him? pls visit kitaro's korner.

diary for today...

2005-05-02T18:23:00.000+08:00

these few days seem to be so meaningful for me. cook for family, giv help in dad's shop, read magazine n books about health n diet, books for self-improvement, watch tv n movies, play tarot cards, chating wif friends, playing piano (by using organ), listen to music, etc. feel tat im still useful for family n friends besides enjoying myself. sometimes, i may still get hurt from people around me including family members, friends n so on. things always do not happen like the way i wan them to. shall tell myself: i prefer A, but if B happens, it's ok. life is shoveling all kinds of dirt on me. shall shake it off n take a step forward. but sometimes i may see things narrow-mindedly especially when things happen to me. may be sad for sometimes n need a longer time to recover myself compared to others. tis is me as im a very emo gal. but i don't hate myself. i accept myself as im... an imperfect princess! needa improve myself to get a better me. adapt to new situations n different ways of doing things. be stronger n braver. n the most important thing... forgive n forget.

mulan II

2005-05-02T07:45:00.000+08:00

mulan II

bot mulan new 2-disc special edition dvds yesterday. hav watched mulan II.

here's the story...

The beautiful and courageous heroine is back, along with her hilarious guardian dragon Mushu, for more excitement and adventure. After saving her nation from the evil Huns, the spirited Mulan gets the surprise of her life when General Shang asks for her hand in marriage. Before the wedding, however, Mulan and Shang must complete a dangerous mission as they escort three princesses, Ting-Ting, Mei, and Su, to a distant city. The future of China hangs in the balance when, in the middle of their journey, Mulan and Shang clash over their duties. Breathing fire into all this mayhem is the mischievous Mushu, who wants to keep Mulan single as long as possible in order to keep his cushy job as her guardian dragon.

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Meditation commentary

2005-05-01T06:57:00.000+08:00

I allow myself to feel calm and relaxed. With every breath in, I breathe in relaxation and with every breath out, I breathe out tension.
My body is relaxing and, as I become aware of any tightness in any muscle, I let it go. They drift away and I allow calmness and peace to enter my mind.
My thoughts open up like a path inward, towards my inner self. I have courage to cross obstacles of my inner weaknesses or doubts and begin to explore the silent spaces within. I am strong enough to let go of all the mistakes of the past and fears of the future. They drift away like steam dissolving into space.
I move away from the limitations I've placed upon myself in the form of doubts and expectations and I allow myself to be free.
I respect myself. Life is a game in which I make the rules. I choose to play the game of life with clarity in my thoughts and easiness and lightness in my attitudes.
I accept the surprises and changes life is offering me with confidence and calmness, resolving to live everyday in freedom and peace.
Now it's time for my thoughts to return. As I return, I keep within myself feelings of peace and strength, free just to be me.

tarot

2005-04-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

tarot cards hav been used for hundreds of years to predict the future n individual fortune. just finished learning how to play it (by the easy-to-follow illustration guide. haha). find me if u wanna to predict yr anything. hehe. found tis website. maybe u can try it. click here.

FOR MY DEAR FRIENDS...

2005-04-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

hey... for those who hav really supported me n cared for me, i would like to say THANK U to all of u here. maybe u can't really help me but i really appreciate it. just wanna know true friends r beside me. so won't be so scared. im scared of the crowd. don't really feel like wanna talk wif people now. just like to listen to wat they say. scared of being cheated. just don't really trust people now. but i believe everything will be better soon... ;0

my plans...

2005-04-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

hehe. tomolo will go to ask for the piano course. so excited now. wanted to teman my grandma to market next morning but she'll go somewher else tomolo. sigh. tis holiday i'll use it to the fullest. must improve myself. cannot waste my time anymore. sem 4 n 5 i wanna become a full time student already. just like how i studied in chung hua last time. must work hard. coz i don't wanna suffer during exams just like how i suffered few days ago. somemore next sem is a harder one. wanna achieve something. of coz cannot do as well as jesper (jes... i really admire u). haha. but shall do my best. at least won't feel guilty.

mid valley visit

2005-04-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

went to mid valley again tis afternoon. left malaysian studies class during half way. haha. went to eat lots of cakes in secret recipe... then sushi in sushi king. bot a dvd (everlasting teresa teng-special souvenir), cds (the best of kitaro), a book (self-empowerment) n the disney mould n paint for plaster fridge magnets moulding n painting kit. hehe. these r all the things tat i can 'use' or 'play' during tis sem break. oh ya. in sepang now. anything just giv me a call of msg. should be very free to LAYAN u. haha.

finished sem 3! finished exam!

2005-04-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah! everything finished already. haha. so happy now. hav suffered for few days. slept at 2 am but woke up at 6 am. n the tension tat i felt during these few days was like... aiya. don't know how to describe it. hm... which makes people can't breath n can't eat tat type. haha... but i finished a whole cheese cake. agnes finished a whole tiramisu too. haha... really wonder y both of us in the same house can eat so much one. haha. i think im very fat now. tomolo start to KAM FEI already.

bao yin bao shi

2005-04-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

charm. i bao yin bao shi again. just said wanna hav balanced diet but fail to do so at last. haha. hm... since study break is something very boring n tiring, just let myself hav a break now. eat watever food tat i usually don't allow myself to eat. so i can be happier. just appear myself in imu for the exam wif formal loose shirt for 4 days. if ugly ugly lor. since i also don't wanna kao guys temporary now. hehe. after exam cepat cepat go back to sepang to reduce my weight again. so u'll see the happy n pretty yee huey again after the term break. hehe...

shouldn't let myself to be sad anymore. the scar is still very new. not even 2 months yet. i should giv myself some times. be patient. everything will be fine. since im so kind, always do good jobs, treat people wif my true heart, god will not be so cruel to me. he must hav been arranging something or someone better for me. everything he does must hav his own reasons.

diary for today

2005-04-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

visited saloon. hav cut my hair. maybe my hairstyle doesn't change much but it looks different now.

hav found out the reason y im down recently. hav lost confidence. tat's y not feeling sure of myself. easily hurt by people's words. not too sure when can gain back my confidence. pray hardly to god everyday. may my wish can be heard.

i wanna cry. cry out my pain n my fear. exam's coming. can't concentrate in studies. under pressure now. see things very narrow. don't know wat i wan. im lost...

how's my FONG MO now?

2005-04-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

oh ya. my FONG MO has fully recovered. perhaps i hav finished the big cake n a whole big box of chocolate (not sugar free one) instead of drinking the sugar soup (dylan said tis is the tradisional way to cure FONG MO). it works. thanks, dylan. but im very fat now. so ugly. ok. food is not allowed in my room anymore. from now on, wanna hav my balanced diet again (we listen first. haha). wanna be pretty (let people regret), yet healthy. but long time never do sports already. too busy (actually is lazy. haha).

how to contact wif me?

2005-04-18T18:17:00.000+08:00

switch off my phone for 24 hours. only switch it on once a while so u might receive my replied msg a bit late. shall blog everyday but stop msning temporary. leave me a msg here or in my phone if wanna contact wif me. for those tat hav my house phone number, call me if u hav anything emergency. lov all of u who always support n lov me.

how's my life now?

2005-04-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

hiding myself in a small room to study or sleep. putting those junk food on the table so i can eat it whenever i wan (shit. gaining weight). only go out from the room for meals, shower, toilet, tv, movies or talking wif family members. wanna lose contact wif tis ugly world for one week. let my anger transform to energy for studying. it is a fundamental property of energy tat it is conserved i.e. it can be neither created nor destroyed, only transformed (quoted from physical pharmacy module notes).

when m i going back to vista?

2005-04-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

only going back to vista on tis sun. hate to see people around. hate tis world so much too (haha. actually i cannot eat outside food as wat the doc asked, thus hav to stay at home. grandma cooks for me).

丑恶的人性

2005-04-18T04:54:00.000+08:00

有一种朋友,
当你开心时,
有他分享;
伤心时,
有他陪伴.
你一定好开心,
认为已经找到了好知己.
直到有一天,
他说他恨你,
好奇怪,
对吧?
你满头雾水,
对吗?
原来他得不到你,
所以由爱转恨,
从此,
你就无端端地失去了一个好朋友.
唉!
人心真难测......

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2005-04-17T09:33:00.000+08:00

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back from pasar malam

2005-04-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

just came back from pasar malam. bot 2 pajamas (1 snoopy n 1 snow white) n a mickey bag (forever cartoons. haha). n my favorite sugar free TAU FU FA. still remember somebody used to buy it for me too. ;) miss it so much. anyway, everything is over. i should look forward to something (not someone. haha) new. should go out frequently when i come back to sepang. let people to see me. maybe those SEE LAIs will tell my mom:" hey. yr daughter very pretty lar. i hav son also studying wat wat wat in wher wher wher. still no gf. can introduce." haha. hong ling said im horny. haha. yes. i admit. so wat? haha.

my song since i was young

2005-04-16T19:06:00.000+08:00

tis is the song tat i always sing when im sad. just wanna share it wif everyone...

喂喂
不要怕
你是好娃娃
自己跌倒自己爬
你看山上为你开满红花
你是个好娃娃
要自己跌倒自己爬

im sure ai lian doesn't know how to sing it. wahaha!

My diary for today...

2005-04-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

Hav released all my stresses by talking nonsense wif friends, eating all the unhealthy food (as I always hav balanced diet), watching movies tat I hav bot for ages but never watched, playing organ, studying (cin cai cin cai type), etc. bot a 1 kg chocolate cake. Almost finished the whole cake as I only shared ¼ of if wif my family. Haha. Geng or not? Not a nice cake compared to the one from secret recipe but it’s enough for me to release all my tensions after eating it. Shall be fat n ugly. Don’t care about how I look or how people think of me now. Just wanna hav a break. Release myself.

Enough. I wanna hav a new life from now on. Wanna start my healthy diet n lifestyle again. Wanna do research on food n psychology again as these r the things I always do when my life is empty. Just leave everything aside first as I don’t wanna let my heart made by glass break again n again. Just wanna let it stay in my precious box temporary first. Shall take it out again when time comes. Don’t be afraid of a princess who lives without a heart. Shall treat everyone nice as usual but only wif a broken heart. Everything will be fine soon as now im under stress coz exam is upcoming.

Should I go for the redang trip? Dangerous or not? Got shark or not? Who wans to accompany me? People… pls let me know about these.

no title (continued)

2005-04-16T02:28:00.000+08:00

maybe im the one who is childish n immature. never think twice before wanna do something. should open my eyes big big first before decide anything next time. hope the next time is the rite one. but won't scare of falling anymore as tis is life. sure got up n down. feeling better now. haha. anyway, PHARMACO IS DAMN HARD!!!

no title

2005-04-16T01:42:00.000+08:00

just finished talking on phone wif a friend. feel so nice to talk to her. don't feel like wanna study now. sometimes really wonder y people can hav their princes who sayang them very much but not me. sometimes im really upset. fall again n again. hardship never ends. im tired. maybe i should appreciate wat i hav now. hardship gives good lessons about life n reality. maybe i should appreciate the hardship given by god. the more i suffer the stronger i become. take life easy as life is short. we'll never know when we r going to die. maybe tomolo? so work for tomolo but live for today. but i really hope i can find somebody tat who really appreciates n lovs me. im sick of on-off type. sick of childish n immature people. never think twice before doing something. try not to hurt anyone as u hav to pay for it someday. the world is fair. n for those victims, happiness is in our hands. we r the only ones tat can only make ourselves sad but not them. always remember tis.

im gaining weight!

2005-04-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

i keep eating. to release my tension. don't be shocked if u see a fat princess during the exam. haha. shall reduce my weight during sem break. ;)

pharmaco

2005-04-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

my dear friend has finished studying the whole pharmaco module notes. she even studied the rang n dale too. keeps complaining to me tat she can't do the essays in past year questions without refering to the notes or book. my god. i don't even finish studying the module notes. somemore her gpi report is as thick as a dictionary. wrote everything tat is more than the required one. really wonder wat she worries. take it easy dear!

dear batchmates...

2005-04-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

hey people. i promise everyone of u tat all of us can pass the exam. hav counted roughly our marks for course works. then just try yr best to study everything once ok already. not need to be stressed. if feel like wanna study just go for it. if not then hav a break first n study later. pharmaco is hard. i feel the same way too. think of tis. health is the most important thing in our lives. stress n sadness can cause cancers in our bodies. so try to put happiness as yr main target of life. just try yr best to study everything. don't be guilty if u fail to do so. life is short. work for tomolo but live for today!

happy! happy! happy!

2005-04-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

im extremely happy today. don't know y. just feel tat life is not empty anymore. maybe at least i know the main problem wasn't from me. haha. *.*

my plans

2005-04-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

im learning to play the song, part of yr world, from the little mermaid. actually never learn piano before but organ only. very high grade already. gonna learn piano (perhaps not the actual lessons but just the basic ones as i know how to play already) during tis upcoming sem break. learn cooking from my grandma too. wanna improve myself. hehe.

go... yee huey!

2005-04-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

i hav done a good job today. feel so great to help people. as least i know myself is still useful. feel nice to chat wif my friends too. shall hav mood to study tonite. hehe. study hard... yee huey (i very sampat rite? haha)!

my feelings...

2005-04-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

i wasn't feeling well just now. kept blaming tat the problems come from me. hav done everything tat i need to do but the result is still the same. don't know wat's wrong wif me. m i not good? don't know. seriously hav no idea at all. don't wanna think about tis first as final exam is upcoming soon but just can't help myself. shall go temple after exam. pray. trust god. so i can feel better. but i really need to find out a way to solve tis problem as i don't wanna get hurts again n again. but i feel better now after talking wif friends. god! help me!

new movie: after the sunset

2005-04-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

just watched a dvd tis afternoon. after the sunset, starring by pierce brosnan. from the director of rush hour n red dragon. got a bit hamsap hamsap one. haha. like it so much. like brosnan so much too though he is old already.

my cute cousin

2005-04-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

'extremely splendidly pretty and also prettier than Miss Universe. Can also said i have the prettiest cousin sister i ever had in my life.'

tis r the words from my 17-year-old cousin, eddie, in msn. but he doesn't wan me to put his name here. so everyone, forget about tis name, eddie. hahaha...

thanks everyone!

2005-04-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

realise tat lots of people r reading my blog. yong told me tat tis is becoz many people support me n lov me. thanks everyone. i'll keep writting.

my rashes

2005-04-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

went to see doc in seremban. got injection on the but. damn painful. haha. but it seems to be ok now.

rashes! rashes! rashes!

2005-04-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

i hate rashes. can't even make a single movement coz my clothes may MO CA wif my skin then it'll be more itchy. waiting for the sunrise so i can go to see doc. trying to study too. hope tat time may pass faster.

rashes again

2005-04-12T05:56:00.000+08:00

couldn't sleep well again. suffering for rashes now. hope tat everything wll be fine soon.

help me pls!

2005-04-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

dear friends. my tears rolled down from my eyes just now for the first time since i hav recovered. my heart is broken again when mom said tat no guys wan me becoz of the problems tat come from me. really? i hav no idea. also worry about myself but just can't find a suitable one. can't do anything also. scared tat if my mom talks about tis issue again i'll fall down again. wat should i do or think so tat i can feel better?

my stupid mom!

2005-04-11T19:25:00.000+08:00

stupid mom. keeps asking me to find bf. even the old grandma also. argh! hate it so much. they don't understand. tis is 21st century. gals no need to marry so early n can live without guys too. but they'll never understand tat im just free from the hardship. i know most of my cousins r having stable relationships now. but i wan someone special. don't wan those ah gou ah mao. anyway nobody is for me to choose at the moment...

more photos!

2005-04-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

pls click here for more photos!

photos

2005-04-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

pls check my friendster profile for imu ball photos. look at my stomach. so big. looked like a pregnant lady in those photos. perfectly flat in real. maybe it's the effect of my dress material wif the camera flash light. so sad! =(

study break starts...

2005-04-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

Going back to sepang today. Will be back on the day before the exam. Must study hard for it (just listen first. Haha). Since im free from tears n nitemares n hav nothing to worry about anymore, should be just nice to prepare for my exam now. Shall spend time wif my family too. These r the people who make me wat im n giv me wat I hav now. Suddenly miss them so much. Shall update my blog everyday during tis study break. Keep visiting my blog so u can know how’s my everything going on.

imu ball

2005-04-10T09:18:00.000+08:00

Imu ball was great. I appeared as a lovly little princess tat I always wish to be. Ai lian looked like cinderella’s stepmother. She enjoyed having fun wif her lover, Dylan, n I was the one who followed them up n down behind, waiting for their orders n ready to serve them. They even went to the dance floor by leaving me alone (so bad rite?). My FONG MO came back to me during the ball. Maybe it was cold there. Thus I had to wear yong’s coat. Only took it off when I needed to take pictures wif others. Had taken a lot of pictures wif my batchmates, seniors, juniors, medic students n even prom king (Raymond) n queen (don’t know wat’s her name). My ex roommate (Jacqueline) in secondary school had won the female best dress. Congrats! So happy for her. Lots of gals were wif their bfs or partners. How much I wished I could hav one. So weird tat nobody dated me even though im pretty (perasan). Haha. Shall upload my photos soon. To be continued…

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2005-04-09T08:08:00.000+08:00

I slept soundly for the whole nite as FONG MO din come to find me. Recently im free from nitemares of losing someone or something already. Hope tat I can get well soon. Tis is my wish…

my breakfast n dinner

2005-04-09T08:06:00.000+08:00

Just finished my breakfast: oats wif soybean powder n a chocolate bar. Weighed myself before breakfast. Luckily still 43 kg (but still look fat) since I just ate the new curry crunchy kfc (quite nice but not spicy enough). Going out to do my hair n make up at 11 (a bit early rite?) wif lian, jiet hui, etc. Shall meet purple there also. Wat should I hav for my lunch? Perhaps steam the dumpling tat elyne gav to me? No. I won’t feel full as it doen’t contain any fiber inside. Think tat I’ll hav my oatmeal again but wif milk or something else.

last day for sem 3

2005-04-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day for sem 3. we only had our Malaysian studies class today. Din get to go to class as I was seeing doc in seremban. The doc said my body is weak. Must hav been exposed to some allergens thus tis symptom is shown. Time goes by in a flash. Sem 3 seems to be just started yesterday but ends today already. Did hav a very happy moment during it but it just ended too fast. Now enjoying my life too. Feel so GAN DONG tat my dad came to vista to bring me all the way to seremban to see doc then went back to sepang again. Think tat I still need him very much until I find somebody tat can take over his job. Don’t think can find tat somebody here n now. Rite here waiting patiently. Won’t simply giv my lov to childish n immature people anymore (maybe im the one who is childish n immature. But so wat? Haha). Since my requirement is so high, maybe hav to wait until the day I die also cannot find one. Then u hav to call me miss old virgin when im old, staying in the old folks home. Haha. Gila. Think too much already. Just LIVE FOR TODAY. Yeah!

imu ball tomolo!

2005-04-08T18:33:00.000+08:00

tomolo is a big day for everyone of us. but it seems to be super big for my batchmates. one of them even bot a suit costed 700 bucks for the ball. gila! anyway, i might be appeared like a princess (but a fat one coz eat too much tis few days). think many brides will be there as i hav seen their luxury gowns. mine is just nothing.
;( haha. nvm. let me just be a little princess tomolo. hav fun everyone.

so itchy! (continued)

2005-04-08T05:23:00.000+08:00

Don’t know wat I should do now. Perhaps studying? No. Haha. Really like the cd tat I bot last nite. Especially the song, part of yr word, from disney’s the little mermaid. Had been looking for it for ages n got it at last. Like it since I was young. Haha. So happy.

so itchy!

2005-04-08T04:58:00.000+08:00

My god. Can’t sleep for the whole nite. My skin is full of rashes. Think I hav got FONG MO. Just called my grandparents to ask them about it as I used to hear tat my grandma also has tis kind of problem sometimes. N they r the only ones who wake up at 4 every morning in my contact list. Waiting to call my parents at 6. ask them to bring me to see specialist in seremban as wat my grandma told me tat she usually does. Maybe going back to sepang n won’t be here today. Shall come back tonite or tomolo for the ball. But hav to see how my parents say n decide first.

Midvalley visit

2005-04-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

Lian, agnes, elyne, yan, lynn n I went to midvalley to hav our dinner at sushi king. Always hav our meals together by the end of semester. I hav bot a cd (Disney princess the ultimate song collection), a vcd (Disney greatest lov songs), 2 piano books (the Disney collection n Disney movie memories) n tarot cards (finally not from Disney). Haha. By the way, we bumped into our friend wif her NEW ONE. So happy for her. Still remember there were another 2 gals who had also lost in lov at the same time wif me. But both of them hav got their NEW ONES now. Only me… still single. But it’s ok. Im waiting for someone tat can really lov me n take care of me. Someone tat I can trust. He must be someone tat is very special. Someone tat is much better than others. Hahaha. Dreaming again.

Good bye… sem 3!

2005-04-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yeah yeah! I hav just finished the last lecture of sem 3 today. Feel so proud of myself.

Mermaid Song

2005-04-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm a little mermaid fair and cute
Here is my flippers Here is my ...

Anyone mind giving suggestion to continue the lyrics? (I'm a little teapot version)

Ariel Aurora in clinical ward part II

2005-04-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

Another shot in clinical ward with Ai Lian and Joe. Joe looks so distance from us. The lecturer is teaching us how to brush the teeth. =p Look how concentrate we were, they are all fake.

2005-04-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

Ariel Aurora cleaning wound of a dummy in nursing ward.

something has changed!

2005-04-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

Somehow I feel tat life is so peaceful again since I had lived life without my soul for such a long period. Havn’t really got back my happiness but at least im not sad anymore. Just feel tat im free from the ugly world now. I feel so nice to spend time wif friends n even study the most boring pharmaco. Suddenly like pharmaco so much. Gila! Really hav no idea how I can do tat. So amazing! My god. Lov myself so damn much. Perhaps my soul has come back to me. So surprise tat I can stand up again without any effort but just let the moving world to move me. Really hope tat I can stay away from fears n tears forever ever. Tis is my wish…

wat the god says...

2005-04-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

tis is my QIAN tat elyne got for me from TIAN HOU GONG on last saturday...

(30) gathering of ominous clouds

changes unfavourable to u r gradually taking place. beware, n take precaution after the month is over. do not overstretch yrself, but rather consolidate the present position to withstand set-backs.

guideline:

financial pursuit: only small margin of profit
honour n merit: not hopeful
matrimony: success unlikely
change of abode or travel: remain status quo

my first day

2005-04-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

today is my first day to use blogger. it is not created by myself but lai elyne. hehe... *.*

Princess Diary

im back again!

doramon

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my diary today...

exam

停的時候，是 為了欣賞人生

爆多ㄉ....測驗 準

FAT! FAT! FAT!

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Personality Tests

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NEW PHOTOS IN FRIENDSTER!!!

in class just now

about jogging...

english replacement test

怎樣忘記他

wat is yr suitable hairstyle?

a terrible shock

心，在城市中迷了路

失望，也是一種幸福。

sick

這，是一面鏡子，勇敢面對，勇敢放棄，勇敢重新開始。

徐志摩

something about friendship...

sem 4 new aim

老鼠爱大米

不知写给谁的...

losing weight

passed! passed! passed!

online flowers...

hello kitty fans!

doughnuts r good for guys!

a terrible journey

a dentist visit

something about religion

happy mother's day!

batman begins

How to Be Happy!

lion king 2

good news!

kitaro

diary for today...

mulan II

Meditation commentary

tarot

FOR MY DEAR FRIENDS...

my plans...

mid valley visit

finished sem 3! finished exam!

bao yin bao shi

diary for today

how's my FONG MO now?

how to contact wif me?

how's my life now?

when m i going back to vista?

丑恶的人性

OUR STUPID CAMPUS!

back from pasar malam

my song since i was young

My diary for today...

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im gaining weight!

pharmaco

dear batchmates...

happy! happy! happy!

my plans

go... yee huey!

my feelings...

new movie: after the sunset

my cute cousin

thanks everyone!

my rashes

rashes! rashes! rashes!

rashes again

help me pls!

my stupid mom!

more photos!

停的時候，是為了欣賞人生

爆多ㄉ....測驗準